Inilah Sebuah Takdir......

Hai korang..... huhuhu otak aku tengah sewel ni oleh disebabkan tekanan report yang tahap gaban,...*gaban yang aku cakap ni bukan cerita Gaban tu  ye...

Sebenarnya aku nak kongsi satu cerita, cerita ni bukan aku buat, Tadi masa otak aku tengah sewel, aku ada lah bukak satu page ni, bapak best cerpen dia *bila la aku nak jadi macam dia :'( yang hebat dalam karya penulisan... adakah silap aku disebabkan dulu tak nak ambik kelas sastera... dah dah... aku malas nak fikir lagi, otak aku macam nak pecah ni...

Ok in adalah salah satu cerita kat page tu...

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Inilah Sebuah Takdir......

Seorang pemuda telah berkenan pada seorang gadis di twitter. Bertutup aurat dengan baik. Tak banyak bicara. Tak banyak songeh.

Dipendekkan cerita mereka pun disatukan.

Pada malam pernikahan, pengantin baru pun berbicara.

Isteri: "Boleh saya terus terang?"

Suami: "Ya, dah suami isteri kan. Apa nak malu-malu."

Isteri: "Sebenarnya, saya dah tiada dara. Kesilapan saya di zaman remaja. Saya jahil dulu. Saya dah cuba berterus-terang sebelum nikah. Tapi, saya dah jatuh cinta dengan awak. Maafkan saya."

Suami terdiam. Nampak seakan terkejut.

Suami: "Saya..saya lepaskan awak dengan talak satu. Jangan risau. Saya takkan minta awak bayar semua kos ganti rugi belanja nikah. Saya takkan sentuh awak. Awak boleh duduk di rumah ini kalau awak nak. Saya akan pindah."

"Takpe. Hantar saja saya ke rumah mama saya. Saya reda. Saya... tak layak.. berada di sini..."

Si gadis menitiskan air mata dalam tutur yang seakan terlekat di kerongkong. Memang dia dah agak. Dia dah rasa akan jadi begini. Pasrah segalanya.

Pemuda tidak mampu menerima hakikat dia bernikah dengan bekas penzina. Pada teorinya, pada dalilnya, penzina adalah pasangan cocoknya penzina juga! Dirinya bukan penzina!

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Waktu berlalu. Masa berdetik. Setahun kemudian...

Pemuda berada di wad. Sudah 5 bulan berlalu sejak beliau menjalani pemindahan organ. Hatinya yang rosak telah digantikan dengan bahagian lobul hati penderma. Sejak 5 bulan itulah, beliau berulang-alik stay di hospital untuk sesi terapi dan rawatan ulangan.

Pemuda menonton tazkirah di I-Padnya sambil menanti kehadiran doktor. Seorang tuan guru popular berceramah seputar tajuk 'Zalim',

"Pada Allah, hamba itu kesemuanya hina melainkan hamba yang bertaqwa. Masakan seorang hamba dengan angkuh memandang hina hamba yang lain sedangkan dirinya juga seorang hamba hina. Kalau bukan kerana Allah yang memberikan akal pemikiran sehingga mampu berpakaian, mengurus diri, makan dengan teratur dan belajar, sudah pasti hamba itu sama taraf dengan binatang ternakan saja!"

Tertusuk seketika kalbu pemuda. Tuan guru menyambung lagi,

"Misalnya, sering kita baca di dada akhbar kes-kes perceraian. Pada hemah saya, puncanya lebih kepada suami. Kerana sayang seorang perempuan bernama isteri adalah melebihi sayang seorang suami kepadanya. Sifat perempuan adalah menyayangi.

Keras seperti batu konkrit macam mana pun, mampu dilembutkan dengan kasih sayang suami. Sebab itu sering kita baca juga, walaupun suami penagih dadah sebagai contoh, masih si isteri setia menanti perubahan suami. Masih sayang pada suami tidak berganjak walaupun pada pemikiran kita tindakan itu gila. Pada wanita, bila ada lelaki ambilnya sebagai isteri itu merupakan suatu rahmat, syukur yang teramat sangat pada Allah. Dia tak jadi anak dara tua. Dia ada tempat bergantung. Isteri cuma mampu bersuami satu."

"Jangan zalim. Selagi seseorang itu masih berTuhan, selagi itu ada harapan. Masa silam bukan hukuman. Masa silam adalah pengajaran. Jangan diulang di masa depan. Demi Allah, kita tidak kuat. Kerana Allah, kita harus kuat.

Bila Allah sudah pasangkan 'lampu' hidayah dalam hati seseorang, jangan pula kita pergi padamkannya.

Disebut dalam hadis Qudsi,

'Aku (Allah) sangat murka ke atas orang yang melakukan kezaliman terhadap seorang yang tidak punya pembela selain Aku.' (HR al-Thabrani)

Allah yang membukakan pintu taubat dan pintu Syurga. Mana hak kita untuk menutupnya?"

Tup !

Ditutup terus ceramah itu oleh si pemuda. Malas nak disambung dengarnya.

Doktor yang merawat masuk ke biliknya.

Doktor: "Ada khabar dukacita yang saya ingin sampaikan."

Pemuda: "Apa ya?"

Doktor: "Penderma hati mengalami komplikasi teruk. Tiga bulan pertama, beliau mengalami kecederaan organ dan muntah darah. Badannya yang makin lemah serta beliau sendiri mengalami kemurungan..akhirnya minggu lepas, beliau meninggal dunia."

Pemuda: "Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raaji'un."

Doktor: "Ada sesuatu beliau tinggalkan untuk kamu."

Doktor menyerahkan sesuatu pada pemuda itu. Sepucuk surat dan sepasang baju.

Perlahan-lahan dibacanya,

"Awak, ingat tak baju ni? Ini adalah baju nikah awak. Awak tahu tak, baju ni saya jahitkan sendiri untuk awak. Seminggu saya belajar jahit sampai luka-luka jari. Tak pandai sangat. Tapi, alhamdulillah siap juga. Sangat gembira bila awak pakai di hari pernikahan kita.

Awak, mungkin kasih saya ni, awak tak dapat terima disebabkan kisah silam saya. Namun, janganlah awak tolak hati saya yang berada dalam diri awak sekarang. Ini hadiah saya untuk awak sebab sudi mengambil saya sebagai isteri.

Walaupun tidak sampai 24 jam, awak tetap suami dunia dan akhirat.

Maaf bila saya tak sempurna."

Pemuda kehilangan kata-kata.

Tumpah seribu air mata 

Cerita Asal : Muhammad Rusydi

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So kesimpulan cerita ini, kita ni manusia jangan lah cepat sangat bertindak tanpa berfikir, kerana kita akan terima padahnya.

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jangan korang turut nangis sudah... erm.. korang sory tau kalau aku banyak merapu maklumlah aku ni memang suka cakap macam tu :P

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OPSS... My Personality Test....

Wahwahwah.... dah lama aku tak update akupunya blog makin teruk dah aku tenguk blog aku ni macam dah nazak sangat... maaf kan lah aku ye aku x sempat nak update disebabkan  tekanan yang melampau nak buat report Internship. Ni pun aku update sebab dah bosan yang abadi gila dan yang paling penting aku rindu gila kat blog aku walaupun aku punya blog ni hanya suam-suam je... aku pun tak sempat nak sambung cerita hari tu, ada jugak tegur aku kat tweeter & facebook, dorang suruh aku update tapi masa tu aku tak layan sebab disababkan oleh report yang membebenkan aku* Tapi hari ni aku bukan nak cerita pasal diri aku tapi aku nak buat soalan kuiz personality diri... aku memang suka gila bab kuiz tentang diri ni memang best gila. kadang-kadang aku terfikir, macam mana jawapan kuiz tu dapat menggambarkan diri aku yang betul. Adakah semua orang pernah terfikir tentang itu?

Quiz ni senang je, korang just choose one door and see what definition to that door.  ok kita start kuiz ye...

Don't forget to share with me ok... 

 

and this is the answer!!

1 - You are a fun individual that likes to keep things light and airy. You are all about nurturing others and appreciating the simple luxuries in life; such as your fine dishware, favorite candle or eating artisan bread from the local bakery. You most likely have a love for traveling and other cultures. You truly want the best for everyone and love creating a welcoming atmosphere. It is important to remember that if you ever feel that you need help or support, it is OK to just ask someone.

2- You are clean and simple and don’t like any frills. You might strive to have a clean and perfect existence; but is it totally worth it? Don’t you feel that there is something missing? You are all about your personal achievements and you take pride in your work or career. Although you might be on track with your career path or have a few diplomas/ certificates on your wall, you need to spend more time on developing yourself as a person. Remember... the real you. Life is all about creating balance, surrounding yourself with color and creating memorable adventures. If you are finding that you have been taking the safe road lately, try veering off the beaten path. You might surprise yourself!

3 – It is obvious you are a quirky individual and very interesting to the people that you let into your life. You are good at many things... a “Jack or Jill of all trades”. You are an artistic individual that expresses yourself in many ways. You can make something out of anything and are not a stranger to your local thrift shop. You can basically make vintage “new” again. It is easy to get stuck inside the house or inside your urban bubble; but remember that you have to get out and connect with nature. It is time to come down out of the clouds and get grounded!

4 – You are an old soul that can be slightly dramatic. You are a very artistic person that loves to express yourself through writing, music, art or some kind of expression. You are a dichotomy; for you can be very open and friendly, yet closed and deeply private. You often have your guard up, keeping your thoughts and troubles to yourself. Although you might think that nobody will truly understand you, if you allow yourself to open up and share your feelings, you will feel so much better. Deep down you are not aright with any imperfections and you feel the need to come across as “the rock” in any group situation. Know that people are willing to share their feelings with you and want you to share your feelings with them.

5 – It is very important for you to fit in and feel as though you are a major contributor in every situation. You always have things going on, for being productive is what makes you feel at ease. Your busy-ness can sometimes cause the need for you to become more aware of what is really going on around you. What does your body want you to be doing? It is alright to relax on a Monday and simply just BE. Feel free to take some time to figure out what you really love to do. Possibly try some new hobbies or activities that are out of your normal routine. Explore being you, even if that means relaxing. Life is not just about how many muffins you can make in a single batch or how many fit-it jobs you can do in one day.

6 – You are a confident person with an eye for detail. You can come across as someone who is all together and exciting; yet you are just YOU on the inside. You care about your appearance and how the world sees you, yet the inside your home or car is probably a total mess! Your personality can be self destructive, for you could turn against yourself when the going gets tough. The life of a person who is a living a total contradiction... has got to be a difficult one. Remember to breathe and just relax. Life is not just about pleasing others. Truth is, the world isn’t always watching... Take time to reflect on who you truly want to be? What is it that you truly want to do?

7 – You are a simple minimalist that always has important things to do. You care for others and find your time anything but your own. You surround yourself with meaningful things, for you are very sentimental. Family and friends are very important to you and you would do anything for them. Not putting yourself first has made your life a safe and complacent one. What is it that can enrich your life today? What will make your life more colorful and enjoyable? Even though life gives you labels such as a mother, father, wife, husband, teacher, manager, etc; remember that your life is still YOUR life. Take a moment to decide what you want your future to look like. It is perfectly acceptable to want wonderful things to happen to you. Carpe Diem.

8 – Your fun and playful personality keeps you young and youthful. Although you are easy going, you tend to have lower self-confidence and anxiety about specific things in your life. You are usually unorganized; yet don’t even know where to start to help yourself to fix the messy problem. You are a proud individual but you need to learn to love yourself more. You need to take the time to find yourself through self expression. How are you currently expressing yourself to the world? Remember that there are people around you that can help you, but you need to let them know you are willing to receive help. Life is easier when you let people in.

9 – You are a quirky person that is always making things work. You are an amazing problem solver that prides yourself on your thrifty living. You like to live an uncomplicated life and usually get by with the basics. Why would you need anything else? You are very easy to please and love doing things for others. Whether it be fixing your neighbors toilet, building a bird house for your mother out of reclaimed wood or helping your friend find a great living room set at the thrift shop; you are always there to lend a hand. Remember that life is special. It is OK to treat yourself to amazing things. You are special too!

10 – You are one who truly appreciates stability and wholeness. You are a reliable person that takes pride in their love of quality and detail. Some might say “cookie cutter”, but you say dependable! You always know what you are getting because you have checked the consumer reports. You love safety and security in all parts of your life. You prefer not to have anything frivolous or extra, if you can’t see the use for it. Chances are you have some sort of creative side that you have curbed in some way. You might love scrap-booking, music or art; yet would never try to make it your career. You feel your problems are your own and nobody needs to be burdened with them. Just keep in mind that exposing your true self to the world (or your neighbors) is not a crime. We are all human.

So apa yang korang dapat??? huhuhu.. it's really simple kuiz dan korng hanya perlu pick mana satu gambar pintu. if korang tak suka penerangan tentang pintu yang korang pilih, korang pilihlah pintu lain, aku nak ingatkan disini, kuiz ni tak ada betul or salah kuiz ini cuma just for fun only, it belong to individual, you want to trust it, just trust.. if not, you can just ignore about it. I repeat again this quiz is just for fun ok... so enjoy pick your door! jangan lupa share dengan aku pintu mana satu yang korang pilih???  I hope you all will happy with your choices..

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Korang tolong ye doakan report aku dapat markah yang terbaik.... kerana doa mu adalah penentu masa depan ku* nak minta simpati pulak aku ni... huhuhuhu.. sebelum tu jangan lupa tau kongsi la cerita ynag menarik dengan aku & kepada mereka yang telah kosngsi cerita tu terima kasih ye... aku tak sempat lagi nak post kat sini...

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